:)

In a better mood today :) I promise.
But, you know when your laying in bed and you just think about things, silly things, and play things over in your head til it doesn't make sense... Yeah, sleep isn't easy when that's happening lol.

Confusing day ahead! Got too many plans that collide in one day.
Waking up on xmas day with my little bro and sis will be rad tho.
Grace is at the age where she doesn't know wether to stay loyal to santa or listen to the other (dickhead) kids... I don't want her to stop believing cos that will mean she's growing up, and she's far too cute for that! So yeah, gonna drop into convo with her so many times tomorrow how ace father christmas is.

P.s I thought my eye was on fire earlier today and now my eyes sting :( owie!

Night xx

Don't really know what i'm trying to achieve

Oh, hello low mood

wondered when you would be back 


:(

WANT

Elaborating on my earlier post

"You stupid boy!"


Well.. 


All he says is 'i love you' and 'i miss you' and 'your the only girl i talk to like this' when it's clearly all rubbish as its blates i'm not and when i talk to him about it being a load of rubbish he gets emotional and says he does mean it and says he wants to sort it out and for me to not be angry... but then blocks me on facebook? mature babe, real mature. 


I'm not bitter, it's just funny.

Flu, You're Poo!

Woke up this morning feeling like utter shit.
Seriously, if i get flu again i will personally punch every pig, big and small, from here to France! 
And on top of that, my control freak sister came home and shouted at me for not emptying the dishwasher.. fuck off.. i can't even breathe ! and this was after i just wrapper her rad Christmas present ! bitch.


Currently watching Pinocchio.. but the version with real people... but Pinocchio is CGI-d.
can't work out if it's magical or just really creepy. 

You STUPID boy!

Tehe

Completely changed my third brief idea...

gonna shoot in this antique shop i've found.

it's pretty much a grotto in there, if you like that sort of thing. & luckily for me, i love that sort of thing.

pretty boring description at the moment... but hopefully the photos will be rad.

also, really can't get a medium format cam on ebay!! I have a Diana, but wan't something a bit better really.

<3

Working in the prettiest little shop full of pretty things, pretty music in the country... And it's snowing outside. Love life.

job

So, got a job working for a family friend in horsham running their shop tomorrow.
Kinda nervous. Plus I feel vile atm so will probs just turn up in a massive baggy jumper, stupid hairstyle and a negative attitude. Yay.

Tehe

Can't wait to see Lizzie Laszlo this weekend though :) xx

hi

Hi, I'm fat. What's your name?

ow :(

I'm so stressed that I actually have chest pains.
So unstoked.

Just wanna be home and this essay magically done. Please? X

Third Brief Planning

New brief starts tomorrow...

"Aftermath"

After chatting with Milo about it many a time i feel i should push myself out of my comfort zone ... seeing as im using colour medium format (which i've never used) i might aswell be a maverick an go mad.

Going to do a shoot down the fishing port. The theme is going to be a girl dressed nicely from a night out, but intoxicated by alcohol and lost hope, messed up makeup, larring on the nets etc, using a flood light to focus on her.

....aftermath of a night out.

"If you can hear me, I'm crying out for help"

Hello, I'm a giant rab

GIMMIE !!!!

Ungrateful bitch...

Ellie Goulding

Went to see Ellie Goulding Perform at Cargo in London with the girls this evening...

ok, words can't even describe.

But i'll give it a go.

Basically, her voice is unbelieve! Such a soft gentle tone but so powerful. Lyrics are rad. She's cute. Even played guitar and a drum at one point...

Definately one to watch over the next year.